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The moments of lucidity, the mental sharpness and keen awareness are getting shorter and fewer in frequency, which is taking a significant toll on my ability to get necessary tasks done. The result is that when such moments occur there is a frantic rush to try to get the most pressing tasks done. 

What happens outside the clear moments, is lost to a singular hazy blur of dream-distant memories that make no sense. Not sure when this really started, but a good parallel image is that I am sleeping for weeks at a time, and waking up for a few desperate hours.

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[Aaron]

Is this due to medication/treatment, or is it your illness itself? It is a crime that one so talented has such little time to create.